She is a nice lady, at least she used to be a nice girl, not that she is not now, but over the years of living in this world, many things had happened to her.
She got married , but she felt lonely, it seems like the life is playing her rather than she is playing for her own life. She wants an exit, but her financial situation doesn't allow her to do so. Thus, she learnt to enjoy this life the way she like, but she is not happy with her life.
I only know her for 1year, somehow I feel that she is an old friend to me.
My friend, it's OK if u feel basic training is BS, and u feel cheated for attending it, it's OK, it doesn't matter even if u hate it. It only serves its purpose when ur intention is to make ur life better, rather than complaint of what n who u can't be can't get. U are collecting evidence that how this can't be possible , that can't be possible, POSSIBLE seems to be the hardest thing to happen in u. I wish I can tell it straight to ur face that STOP being the victim of ur own life, but I hold back, coz I know u will think I am trying to use those jargon on u.
I am sad, coz I know ur life is beautiful, but u don't see it, u already refuse to believe it is beautiful. Life have over the years, consumed the TRUST u have in people and in yourself, u barely believe u can walk out of this circle, u already built up layers of walls that no one should / could tell u what to do, to scold u and to be brutally honest to u. It hurts to see it.
Truth is the only person who can walk out from ur walls is yourself, the training is just a tool and environment for u to work on urself. U don't believe in Basic , it's OK, but don't lose trust in Advanced course, it works, I have seen it in myself, and I have seen in others too, others who are willing , others who want hard enuf for a different life.... I bet u want it too, u just don't believe u CAN want it...
I wish I can empower u to take this risk and I personally want to be there for u when u take that step....
She got married , but she felt lonely, it seems like the life is playing her rather than she is playing for her own life. She wants an exit, but her financial situation doesn't allow her to do so. Thus, she learnt to enjoy this life the way she like, but she is not happy with her life.
I only know her for 1year, somehow I feel that she is an old friend to me.
My friend, it's OK if u feel basic training is BS, and u feel cheated for attending it, it's OK, it doesn't matter even if u hate it. It only serves its purpose when ur intention is to make ur life better, rather than complaint of what n who u can't be can't get. U are collecting evidence that how this can't be possible , that can't be possible, POSSIBLE seems to be the hardest thing to happen in u. I wish I can tell it straight to ur face that STOP being the victim of ur own life, but I hold back, coz I know u will think I am trying to use those jargon on u.
I am sad, coz I know ur life is beautiful, but u don't see it, u already refuse to believe it is beautiful. Life have over the years, consumed the TRUST u have in people and in yourself, u barely believe u can walk out of this circle, u already built up layers of walls that no one should / could tell u what to do, to scold u and to be brutally honest to u. It hurts to see it.
Truth is the only person who can walk out from ur walls is yourself, the training is just a tool and environment for u to work on urself. U don't believe in Basic , it's OK, but don't lose trust in Advanced course, it works, I have seen it in myself, and I have seen in others too, others who are willing , others who want hard enuf for a different life.... I bet u want it too, u just don't believe u CAN want it...
I wish I can empower u to take this risk and I personally want to be there for u when u take that step....
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