What I don't say out loud, I whisper here: Just some stories I prefer to write in lengthy boring assay.... 揆迹多端....
Monday, January 18, 2010
My friend, I wish I could...
She is a nice lady, at least she used to be a nice girl, not that she is not now, but over the years of living in this world, many things had happened to her.
She got married , but she felt lonely, it seems like the life is playing her rather than she is playing for her own life. She wants an exit, but her financial situation doesn't allow her to do so. Thus, she learnt to enjoy this life the way she like, but she is not happy with her life.
I only know her for 1year, somehow I feel that she is an old friend to me.
My friend, it's OK if u feel basic training is BS, and u feel cheated for attending it, it's OK, it doesn't matter even if u hate it. It only serves its purpose when ur intention is to make ur life better, rather than complaint of what n who u can't be can't get. U are collecting evidence that how this can't be possible , that can't be possible, POSSIBLE seems to be the hardest thing to happen in u. I wish I can tell it straight to ur face that STOP being the victim of ur own life, but I hold back, coz I know u will think I am trying to use those jargon on u.
I am sad, coz I know ur life is beautiful, but u don't see it, u already refuse to believe it is beautiful. Life have over the years, consumed the TRUST u have in people and in yourself, u barely believe u can walk out of this circle, u already built up layers of walls that no one should / could tell u what to do, to scold u and to be brutally honest to u. It hurts to see it.
Truth is the only person who can walk out from ur walls is yourself, the training is just a tool and environment for u to work on urself. U don't believe in Basic , it's OK, but don't lose trust in Advanced course, it works, I have seen it in myself, and I have seen in others too, others who are willing , others who want hard enuf for a different life.... I bet u want it too, u just don't believe u CAN want it...
I wish I can empower u to take this risk and I personally want to be there for u when u take that step....
She got married , but she felt lonely, it seems like the life is playing her rather than she is playing for her own life. She wants an exit, but her financial situation doesn't allow her to do so. Thus, she learnt to enjoy this life the way she like, but she is not happy with her life.
I only know her for 1year, somehow I feel that she is an old friend to me.
My friend, it's OK if u feel basic training is BS, and u feel cheated for attending it, it's OK, it doesn't matter even if u hate it. It only serves its purpose when ur intention is to make ur life better, rather than complaint of what n who u can't be can't get. U are collecting evidence that how this can't be possible , that can't be possible, POSSIBLE seems to be the hardest thing to happen in u. I wish I can tell it straight to ur face that STOP being the victim of ur own life, but I hold back, coz I know u will think I am trying to use those jargon on u.
I am sad, coz I know ur life is beautiful, but u don't see it, u already refuse to believe it is beautiful. Life have over the years, consumed the TRUST u have in people and in yourself, u barely believe u can walk out of this circle, u already built up layers of walls that no one should / could tell u what to do, to scold u and to be brutally honest to u. It hurts to see it.
Truth is the only person who can walk out from ur walls is yourself, the training is just a tool and environment for u to work on urself. U don't believe in Basic , it's OK, but don't lose trust in Advanced course, it works, I have seen it in myself, and I have seen in others too, others who are willing , others who want hard enuf for a different life.... I bet u want it too, u just don't believe u CAN want it...
I wish I can empower u to take this risk and I personally want to be there for u when u take that step....
Thursday, January 14, 2010
He pissed on me again...
Sometimes I wonder whether he is really sincerely nice enough to tell me what he expects from me, I appreciate that he actually tells, but why must he does it everytime infront of my bosses. When he did it once, I am thankful ; when he did it the 2nd time, may be I didn't try hard enough ; but today, he mentioned about all the story again, infront of my big boss, I started to wonder : You really enjoy so much pulling someone's legs?
If u are as nice as u brag, why didn't u just tell me what u expect from all of us when we see u everytime ? Why must u wait until everytime when there is a boss around , then u behave like u care enough to even mention it to us ?
Like what u said , for some ppl whom u don't even care, u won't be bother to tell them their mistakes, but hey, u could either not tell at all or just tell us when we visit u. The whole show that u put up to show my boss that I am not good enough, please don't bother to put up, u will never get as much attention we give to ur coleagues bcoz they simply won't do this kinda thing on us, like or don't like, very straight forward, better than u who pretend everything is OK infront of us, when boss comes along, u just behave like nothing is OK for a long time!!!
Seriously, my friend, I think this time u are way too much. I think u just love and enjoy making ppl feel small, and we all know, only ppl who are inferior for some part of their body is too small will do that on other ppl to make themselves feel big. Whichever however way, that part of u is still very small.
If u are as nice as u brag, why didn't u just tell me what u expect from all of us when we see u everytime ? Why must u wait until everytime when there is a boss around , then u behave like u care enough to even mention it to us ?
Like what u said , for some ppl whom u don't even care, u won't be bother to tell them their mistakes, but hey, u could either not tell at all or just tell us when we visit u. The whole show that u put up to show my boss that I am not good enough, please don't bother to put up, u will never get as much attention we give to ur coleagues bcoz they simply won't do this kinda thing on us, like or don't like, very straight forward, better than u who pretend everything is OK infront of us, when boss comes along, u just behave like nothing is OK for a long time!!!
Seriously, my friend, I think this time u are way too much. I think u just love and enjoy making ppl feel small, and we all know, only ppl who are inferior for some part of their body is too small will do that on other ppl to make themselves feel big. Whichever however way, that part of u is still very small.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Can't help but to share this...:D
時間，就像乳溝一樣，擠一擠就 有了！
機會，就像老二一樣，緊握就會變大！
生活就像是被強姦，反抗不了就學著享受！
學習就像嫖妓，出錢又出力！
工作就像輪姦，如果你不行，就換另一個人來做！
社會就像手淫，全部的事情都要靠自己的雙手去解決！
發薪水就像是月經，一個月不來那麼一次總覺得不能安心！
兄弟就像保險套，插多大的洞都幫你罩著！
承諾，就像一句干你娘，人人都會說，卻沒人做得到
機會，就像老二一樣，緊握就會變大！
生活就像是被強姦，反抗不了就學著享受！
學習就像嫖妓，出錢又出力！
工作就像輪姦，如果你不行，就換另一個人來做！
社會就像手淫，全部的事情都要靠自己的雙手去解決！
發薪水就像是月經，一個月不來那麼一次總覺得不能安心！
兄弟就像保險套，插多大的洞都幫你罩著！
承諾，就像一句干你娘，人人都會說，卻沒人做得到
I hate this kinda people...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Atbu4IPwqfQ&feature=player_embedded
I do not hate Malays, but I hate people with small brain like them, the world is chaos enuf, so many countries are suffering from diseases, war, starvation, economy crisis and natural disaster, this country here, a race / religion is fighting for their SPECIAL right in this special country, in general term, most ppl know what SPECIAL means when comes to human, yes, i mean retarded or disabled...
This is supposed to be a Democratic country but we are separated by a categorization of M or non-M group, 1Malaysia is mouth talk lumbar song declaration, whoever says it didn't really mean it....
Only really under developed countries and human need Special treatment by others, beyond this boundry of M.Asia, those rights serve nothing...my friend, pls bertolak ansur...
I do not hate Malays, but I hate people with small brain like them, the world is chaos enuf, so many countries are suffering from diseases, war, starvation, economy crisis and natural disaster, this country here, a race / religion is fighting for their SPECIAL right in this special country, in general term, most ppl know what SPECIAL means when comes to human, yes, i mean retarded or disabled...
This is supposed to be a Democratic country but we are separated by a categorization of M or non-M group, 1Malaysia is mouth talk lumbar song declaration, whoever says it didn't really mean it....
Only really under developed countries and human need Special treatment by others, beyond this boundry of M.Asia, those rights serve nothing...my friend, pls bertolak ansur...
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Sai Kang no.1 in 2010
In case u donno, my facebook is being monitered ( stalked !) by our company (some fella, i know who), so i can only write things about my work here, hope they are not here yet....
Today I have to arrange lunch for my big boss with one of the most difficult customers ( yes, I have many...), 1st agreed on date then time then budget, at the end, the lady boss can't come, budget actually not much for tht lunch. I have to call back the PA to inform ( i feel more like negotiate...) the customer about the situation.... At the end, he declined the lunch and asked to change to tea instead, 1 day earlier... Then I have to do the whole thing of informing my boss about it and he said cannot la, probably change to next time when lady boss can come along....I called up again, the customer like very Tulan and said nvm change back to thursday lunch !
I was like : @#$%^&*(?>
Bad news come in twin, the sales program that we were pushing n promoting for the past 1 year that eventually fruitful now are going to be stopped with immediate effect, it is as bad as asking me to give candy to my customer and show a middle finger to them and say : NAH!!! I missed jenysk's post that has a middle finger picture...
1st 12days of 2010, have been busy and lotsa surprises...hmm.... stay ? leave ? stay? leave? I feel like travelling ler.... hmm... damn Chi Yan, called her 3times dy never pick up the phone, always like that when i need sunshine...
Today I have to arrange lunch for my big boss with one of the most difficult customers ( yes, I have many...), 1st agreed on date then time then budget, at the end, the lady boss can't come, budget actually not much for tht lunch. I have to call back the PA to inform ( i feel more like negotiate...) the customer about the situation.... At the end, he declined the lunch and asked to change to tea instead, 1 day earlier... Then I have to do the whole thing of informing my boss about it and he said cannot la, probably change to next time when lady boss can come along....I called up again, the customer like very Tulan and said nvm change back to thursday lunch !
I was like : @#$%^&*(?>
Bad news come in twin, the sales program that we were pushing n promoting for the past 1 year that eventually fruitful now are going to be stopped with immediate effect, it is as bad as asking me to give candy to my customer and show a middle finger to them and say : NAH!!! I missed jenysk's post that has a middle finger picture...
1st 12days of 2010, have been busy and lotsa surprises...hmm.... stay ? leave ? stay? leave? I feel like travelling ler.... hmm... damn Chi Yan, called her 3times dy never pick up the phone, always like that when i need sunshine...
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